to lose everything.
to count it all as loss.
to depend on only Him.

it sounds good. in theory. but to go a year with out the things to which i am accustomed? a year with out dr. pepper? my ibook? by books? my family? popcorn? my bed? air conditioning? a closet? toilets?

i don't know how i feel about that.

and maybe that is exactly the reason i should go....
maybe....